Ha ha ha...it's a great world...a lot of puzzle actually ...what am i creating ? am i punishing my self? am i to ego and selfish towards other people? or am i pretending? or am i righteous? ...I'm starting hitting my self with the hammer.
Firstly, what am i creating is started from wanting to settle down , to have a loving ,passionate relationship...but it just happen the opposite way! it's not easy to get people align...it need one's being...what am i creating is the pation . at times i was lost of track due to be emotional. Then i got to shift(being) again and again, so sometimes it may confuse that person...(it's like changing personality)... i admit the bitter going through with the trust with each other since at certain level of relationship or in another words so call "duration". Well everyone have their own story to tell...but basically the risk i got to take and the circumstances also by being out of the box, streching rubber ban, it does take time to improve back. What i concern is the result from what i want! "A trusting, Loving, Passionate Relationship".
What's Next?....huh! it take's a lot of courage and don't give up attitude...i don't really plan on what's next...most important is to enjoy the experience...But there are action plan...
My self...being a controller frig sometime just need to be humble as he is also "God Creation".Just got to move on and got to give a lot acknowledgment to all people who deserve it...even to enemy...
"sometimes by saying hey, xxx you look sweet or good looking with these clothes today"...It does make a different.
Perhaps we did not give a damn to the pantry lady who makes coffee for us everyday...why do you try and experience this, one day, make a coffee for her and all the colleague then? will there any different?
Ego? that's what we are talking about..
"Being uncomfortable is being out of the box"
What's Next?....huh! it take's a lot of courage and don't give up attitude...i don't really plan on what's next...most important is to enjoy the experience...But there are action plan...
My self...being a controller frig sometime just need to be humble as he is also "God Creation".Just got to move on and got to give a lot acknowledgment to all people who deserve it...even to enemy...
"sometimes by saying hey, xxx you look sweet or good looking with these clothes today"...It does make a different.
Perhaps we did not give a damn to the pantry lady who makes coffee for us everyday...why do you try and experience this, one day, make a coffee for her and all the colleague then? will there any different?
Ego? that's what we are talking about..
"Being uncomfortable is being out of the box"
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